a lil' bit crazy,,, :DDD



Taubat,, sempatkah menunggu tua?


Solat ini dilakukan sebagai tanda kita bertaubat kepada Allah. Tiada waktu yang tertentu ditetapkan, boleh dilakukan pada bila-bila masa sahaja apabila seseoarng itu rasa menyesal dan ingin bertaubat kepada Allah. Seelok-eloknya setelah kita melakukan istighfar,  munajat, muhasabah diri...dan bertaubat kepada Allah di tengah malam yang sunyi.. kemudian disusuli dgn solat tahajjud dsb...
Digalakkan utk dilakukan dalam bulan-bulan haram iaitu Muharram, Rejab, Syaaban dan Ramadhan. Boleh dilakukan sebanyak 2 rakaat @ lebih.
Lafaz Niat
أصَلِّي سُنَّةَ التَوبَةِ رَكَعَتَيْنِ لِلهِ تَعالىَ

Sahaja Aku solat sunat taubat 2 rakaat kerana Allah SWT
Setelah membaca surah al-Fatihah, bacalah surah al-Kafirun di rakaat pertama dan di rakaat kedua pula Surah al-Ikhlas sebanyak 3 kali.
Doa Sujud terakhir rakaat kedua.
لَا إِلَهَ إِلَّا أَنْتَ سُبْحَانَكَ إِنِّي كُنْتُ مِنْ الظَّالِمِينَفَاغْفِرْ لِي فَإِنَّهُ لَا يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ إِلَّا أَنْتَ
Tiada Tuhan melainkan Engkau, sesungguhnya aku telah menzalami diriku sendiri dengan kezaliman yang banyak.
Maka tiada siapa yang dapat mengampuni dosaku melainkan Engkau.
1. 100 kali
أَسْتَغْفِرُ اللَّهَ الْعَظِيمَ الَّذِي لَا إِلَهَ إِلَّا هُوَ الْحَيَّ الْقَيُّومَ وَأَتُوبُ إِلَيْهِ
Aku memohon keampunan Allah yang Maha Besar, tiada Tuhan melainkan Allah, Dialah yang Maha Hidup, Maha berdiri sendiri dan aku bertaubat kepadaNya.
2. Tiada had
لَا حَوْلَ  وَلَا قُوَّةَ إِلَّا بِاللَّهِ الْعَظِيمِ
Tiada keupayaan (untuk mentaati perintahMu) dan tiada kekuatan (untuk menjauhi laranganMu)  melainkan dengan keizinan Allah yang Maha Besar.
3. Ataupun dengan istighfar dan taubat yang ringkas ini
اللَّهُمَّ اغْفِرْ لِي وَتُبْ عَلَيَّ
Ya Allah, ampunilah aku dan terimalah taubatku.
Doa Taubat

أَسْتَغْفِرُ اللَّهَ الْعَظِيمَ الَّذِي لَا إِلَهَ إِلَّا هُوَ الْحَيَّ الْقَيُّومَ وَأَتُوبُ إِلَيْهِ تَوْبَةٍعَبْدٍ ظَالِمٍ لاَ يَمْلِكُ لِنَفْسِهِ ضَرًّا وَلَا نَفْعًا وَلَا مَوْتَا وَلَا حَيَاةً وَلَا نُشُوْرَا
اللَّهُمَّ أَنْتَ رَبِّي لَا إِلَهَ إِلَّا أَنْتَ خَلَقْتَنِي وَأَنَا عَبْدُكَ وَأَنَا عَلَى عَهْدِكَ وَوَعْدِكَ مَا اسْتَطَعْتُ أَعُوذُ بِكَ مِنْ شَرِّ مَا صَنَعْتُ أَبُوءُ لَكَ بِنِعْمَتِكَ عَلَيَّ وَأَبُوءُ لَكَ بِذَنْبِي فَاغْفِرْ لِي فَإِنَّهُ لَا يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ إِلَّا أَنْتَ

p/s:1.aku cintakan orang yang bersifat pemurah,tetapi aku lebih cinta orang miskin yang pemurah.
2.aku cintakan orang yang rendah hati dan diri, tetapi aku lebih cinta orang kaya yang rendah hati dan diri.
3.aku cintakan orang yang bertaubat, tetapi akulebih cinta orang muda yang beratubat. 





easy way to send letters to your ex-girlfriend,,three option...choose your colour...

I hope we can be friends / I want you back / Go fuck yourself
Babe / My Love / Skank Bitch,
You've been the only thing on my mind for weeks. I can barely sleep thinking about (where we went wrong how much I miss you / what an evil, evil whore you are). After two years (I can't believe our relationship is ending like this / I'm not ready to give up on us my eyes have been opened to what a horrible shrew I've been sticking my dick in). I thought we had something special but (I guess it wasn't meant to be somewhere we went wrong it turns out all I really had was a festering herpes sore on my ass in the form of you). I'm so sorry (things didn't work out for everything I said that you're such a heinous bitch). I hope that (we can still be friends you can find it in your heart to forgive me you get the most burning case of Chlamydia ever recorded in human history).
The first few months of our relationship were great. We were both so happy. When I first met you I knew that (you could be my best friend and maybe even more / I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you it would probably be easy to get you into bed… and it was). Then (we just started drifting apart / I lost sight of why I fell in love with you in the first place / you fucked Mike). Once things went bad we just got into a downward spiral. I hate that (we lost sight of why we liked each other in the first place you're no longer the first face I see in the morning /at some point 22 years ago your lush of a father managed to sober up just long enough to stick his limp dick into your mother's putrid snatch, thereby begetting the screeching harpy larva that would become you).
I just want you to know that (I still care about you / I want you back / I put that sex tape we made up on the internet and posted it on your dad's Facebook wall). Things are over between us now (but that doesn't mean we don't still mean something to each other / but you and I are meant to be together / and I've already banged your best friend and your roommate). I'd like to (keep you in my life, even as a friend /  start over and be a much better man for you / set my dick on fire) because (you've been such a positive part of my life for so long / I can't stand the thought of going through life without you / that seems like the only way to cleanse it of the taint of your existence). I know this breakup (was hard on both of us / seemed like the right thing / means I will never again have to lay eyes on that baboon's ass you call a face) but (I think things ended as well as they could have / I still love you and I know you still love me / I'm sure I'll always be able to find you if I just follow the line of bums waiting to run a train on you). No matter what, (I will always care about you and treasure the time we spent together /nothing will change the fact that we are meant for each other / you will always be a filthy whore that even the filthiest of whores will think of as a really filthy fucking whore). Just know that (I'll be here for you, always / the bond we share can't be broken by any force in the universe /I've e-mailed this letter to your boss).
Please (think about it and let me know if you'd like to try to maintain our friendship / please please call me / go to hell).
(Your Friend / Your One And Only Soulmate / Suck a bag of dicks. Oh wait, you already did),
[Your Name Here]
p.s. (Some of your clothes are still at my apartment. I can bring them to you and maybe we can talk / I love you / Your boobs are lop-sided and everyone notices).
There you are, folks. I hope this is a helpful guide to writing that letter to your ex-girlfriend. If you're sending the green letter, I hope things work out for you. If you're sending the blue letter, good luck, but maybe you should sack up and be a little bit more of a man; your whininess is probably why she broke up with you in the first place. If you're sending the red letter, you should probably get some anger management and hire a lawyer.pesanan penaja:haha! i like! di copy paste dari somewhere ntah,,,, but i think it really help you,,, but unfortunately,,, teda pla utk ex-bf,,, kalau nda lama sda aku kc dia,,, haha,,, eh? dia??
pesanan penaja:haha! i like! di copy paste dari somewhere ntah,,,, but i think it really help you,,, but unfortunately,,, teda pla utk ex-bf,,, kalau nda lama sda aku kc dia,,, haha,,, eh? dia??


funny chinese kid performing for oscar award

hahaha,,,,, kepisan bebeno eh budak ne,,,, haha,,,, funny and gojes dya punya lemak tu,,,
ahaha,,,, guys,,, have fun,,,,

p/s: ada part yang aku rasa mcm maw pijak2 jak budak ni,,,, btw, for maxima effect,
pause lagu d bwh tu,,,,

i love ya

to ========: i hope u'll
fine w da entry came out before,,
dun mad yaa..
today holiday is starting....
but it seems like this holiday mean nothing bcos teacher
gave us tons of homework,,,
susala ni mw manja2 dgn bantal busuk... si momosh
haha,,, mw pindah lg,,, 
busy for sure,,,,


i just dont get u,,,,

since u came into my life,
u make me confuse,,
everything gone bad w my life
u knoe wut u ruin my life,,,,
hey, i understand ur feelings toward me,,,, 
naa,, i dun feel weird u sayin that to me,,,,
its just... i think u say that not in the right time,,,
it's not that u're not gud or wat.
and u knoe that i'm not yours anymore..
and i just dun wna trouble myself again,,
i had enough,,, 
understand me,,,
& if u really mean ur words,,
prove it 
that day u know that i'm lonely,,, 
got many probs w him,,,,
i wish u come to me and calm me,,,, 
and you knoe wat, that should be the time u sayin about 
your feelings,,, but,,,, 
u ignore me like i'm some kind of toy!
u come to me only when u need me...
then u left me alone,,
i just dun get u! i hate u!
i dun now la,,, felt like i've been used
although i start have feeling for u,,,,
why ah you?
keep playing w my heart,,, it isn't a thing that u 
can play with,,,,,,
i went this before,,,
but still i can't believe i had through it once more...
and i felt dumb for falling for it,,,,,
you really hurt my feelings...
no more chance for u,,,, 


kau ni memang lelaki miskin! aku x berminat

ko tau aku benci ko sgt sebab,,,,
ko tlalu miskin,,,,, 
aku mw lelaki yang kaya,,,,, ko tu 

miskin budi bahasa  
miskin sifat mulia 
miskin kata benar 
miskin solat 
miskin rasa bersukur 
miskin zikir
miskin penghormatan 
miskin senyuman 
miskin kebaikan  
miskin pertolongan 
miskin kasih sayang 
miskin iman
miskin redha 
miskin mengingatNYA 
miskin sabar
miskin pengampunan 
miskin kata manis 
miskin keselan
miskin pujian  
miskin teman sejati 
miskin kebaikan
miskin nasihat 
miskin kelembutan 
miskin sahabat 
miskin memberimiskin isu 
miskin kejayaan
miskin berlapang dada 
miskin keyakinan
miskin qana'ah 
miskin kepercayaan 
miskin sedekah
miskin wirid 
miskin kesedaran
miskin tawakal 
miskin bertahjud 
miskin damai

oleh itu,,, ko patut berubah,,, kerana aku hanya akan 
bersama orang yang 'kaya'....

math and life

keindahan matematik

1 x 8 + 1 = 9

12 x 8 + 2 = 98

123 x 8 + 3 = 987

1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876

12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765

123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654

1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543

12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432

123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

1 x 9 + 2 = 11

12 x 9 + 3 = 111

123 x 9 + 4 = 1111

1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111

12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111

123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111

1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111

12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111

123456789 x 9 +10= 1111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88

98 x 9 + 6 = 888

987 x 9 + 5 = 8888

9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888

987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888

9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888

98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888


Dan cuba lihat simetri ini:

1 x 1 = 1

11 x 11 = 121

111 x 111 = 12321

1111 x 1111 = 1234321

11111 x 11111 = 123454321

111111 x 111111 = 12345654321

1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321

11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321

111111111 x 111111111 = 12345678987654321

Sekarang tengok ini

101%Dari sudut pandangan matematik :

Apakah ia sama dengan 100%?

Adakah ia bermaksud LEBIH dari 100%?

Kita selalu mendengar orang berkata dia beri lebih dari 100%?

Kita selalu dalam situasi di mana seseorang mahukan kita BERIKAN SEPENUHNYA 100%

Bagaimana nak MENCAPAI 101%?

Apakah nilai 100% dalam hidup?

Mungkin sedikit formula matematik di bawah boleh membantu mendapatkan jawapannya.



Digambarkan sebagai:

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.



11 + 5 + 18 + 10 + 1 + 11 + 5 + 18 + 19 + 1= 99%

H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K

8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%



11 +14 +15 +23 + 12 5 +4 +7 + 5 = 96%



19 + 9 + 11 + 1 + 16 + 4 + 9 + 18 + 9= 96%

Dalam Bahasa Inggeris;


1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

Sikap diri atau attitude adalah yang utama untuk mencapai 100%. Jika kita bekerja keras sekalipun tetapi jika tiada attitude masih belum dapat 100% lagi.



12 +15 +22 +5 +15 + 6 +7 +15 +4 = 101%



19 + 1 + 25 + 1 + 14 + 7 + 1 + 12 + 12 + 1 + 8 = 101%



sesungguhnya,,,, aku gali dgr lagu ni,,,, lagu 
dadali itu,,,
yang lagu di saat mencintai dirimu
ceh,,,, bida,,,, tapi,,, ntahla,,,, macam best jugala,,,
haha,,, teda2 bha,,,, 
ntah,,,, mungkin soranya best kali,,,
tapi liriknya hampeh,,,
aku x ska,,,,
macam orang gila mati anak bha suda ku ni,,,,
eh2,, lupa,,,, aku diterim masuk asrama,,,,
hehe,,,,lpas cuti bulan 6 ni masuk la asrama,,, hahaha,,
tadi masa exam bio tetiba ktua warden jumpe sayer,,,
ntahla,,,,,, aku takut aku nda tahan tanpa hp,,,,, ^^



haha.... tadi aku pusing2 dekat adalah satu group yang aku join d 'mukabuku'
terjumpa la post ni,,,, and it's really makes me cheer up after got probs yesterday,,,, haha
cuba kamu try ,,,, haha,,,

Jom kita bergelak sebentar atau senyum sejenak.
i) Pilih bulan kelahiran anda:
Januari - Aku cinta
Februari - Aku gigit
Mac - Aku belasah
April - Aku peluk
Mei - Aku terhantuk
Jun - Aku terkentut depan
Julai - Aku menari dengan
Ogos - Aku pergi dating dengan
September - Aku lambai dekat
Oktober - Aku muntah depan
November - Aku jerit dekat
Disember - Aku terlanggar

ii) Pilih nombor hari jadi anda:
1 - Mak aku
2 - Komputer aku
3 - Liverpool
4 - Garfield
5 - Musuh dalam selimut aku
6 - Gangster
7 - Handphone aku
8 - Gerrard
9 - Driver Bas
10 - Semut
11- Kawan baik aku
12 - Polis
13 - Taik kucing
14 - Patung barbie
15 - Lee Chong Wei
16 - Mak Mertua aku
17 - Mak tiri aku
18 - Girlfriendaku/ Boyfriend aku
19 - Makcik kantin
20 - Sharifah Amani
21 - Upin dan Ipin
22 - Siti Nurhaliza
23 - Spongebob
24 - Cristiano Ronaldo
25 - Bapuk/Maknyah
26 - Kawan aku
27 - Raja Lawak/Akademi Fantasia
28 - Jiran aku
29 - Orang gila
30 - Taylor swift
31 - Awek cun/ Jejaka tampan
iii) Pilih warna baju yang anda pakai skrg:

Putih - Sebab aku perasan cantik/hensem
Hitam - Sebab aku gila
Pink - Sebab aku suka single
Merah - Sebab mak aku suruh
Biru - Sebab aku tak tahan
Hijau - Sebab aku baik hati
Ungu - Sebab aku cemburu
Kelabu - Sebab bomoh suruh
Kuning - Sebab suka hati aku la
Oren - Sebab aku baru putus cinta
Coklat - Sebab aku tak tentu arah
Lain-lain - Sebab aku fikir aku hebat


anyway,,,, aku punya jawapan,,,
ade ke gamaknya aku p gigit jiran aku,,,, ceh,,, haha,,,,


You didn't do anything wrong, I'm the strange one

yea,,,,, i'm the strange one,,,, 
i'm not sure about myself,,
who am i?
me also dunnno...
stupid person,,,,
i guess,,,,
today oso i did big mistake,,
din go to school...
missed physics and addmath paper,,,
i cried hardly in bed,,
plus, got probs w my ex
sorry,,,, :'(
i'm just the idiot,,,,
risau jg pasal spm....
my fren study very hard and me?
din do anything,,,
stupid,,,, ya,,, very stupid,,,,



The words I'm saying right now, I don't know if they'll hurt you

They'll probably make you hate me forever

You, saying that I'm not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well
You are so kind but
That's the way you are but oh
I don't know I don't know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you're here now but oh
I don't know
I want to find myself now

Baby I'm sorry, even when I'm with you, I'm Lonely

I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I'm sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I'm by your side
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

You didn't do anything wrong, I'm the strange one

It seems I've already been prepared long ago, for our breakup
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I'm confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly
You are so kind but
That's the way you are but oh
I don't know I don't know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you're here now but oh
I don't know
I want to find myself now

Baby I'm sorry, even when I'm with you, I'm Lonely

I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I'm sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I'm by your side
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Cuz I'm just another girl

This night is lonely, I
Can't take any more, Good bye
Cuz I'm just another girl
I'm so lonely
Even though I'm by your side right now
Baby I'm so lonely
Lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely

p/s: i dun know but its really suits me for my circumstances now,,,,,
(2ne1 lonely)



exam,,,,, dan aku sakit,,,
 kmarin masa d skola tba2 aku tpaksa blik sebab muntah2....
dan buang air saja,,,,, tpaksa skip tu paper,,,,, 
esok la ambik,,,, awal pagi aku tpaksa p 
bilik xm,,,,,,, 
nasib la bha tu,,,, 
aku harap aku ok la lpas ni,,,,



haiya,,,, very the kurang asam la that boy,,, 
yesterday i kol him just to wish for his bday on 3rd may,,, 
but, he pretend like me was 'mau2 pla'
ceh,,,, 'perasan'
rasa mw tikam2 jak ea tu,,, 
eeee!!!!!! talur
if i din wish u later u say me sombong la apa la,,,
then,,, on 4th may,,, it's my brader's birthday,,,
mohd.nur fitri osman,,,
then now he's 21..
next week exam gonna start...
and i hve to struggle!!!
then i can get to asrama,,,,


crazy and frustating day,,

today i went to 'poliklinik lawas' to have the medical checkup,,, huh!
i am very frustated bcz my weight is increasing madly!! wat da fish!
i'm so mad,,, my current weight is 62 kg!!,,,, and i'm still not believe it,,,, 
i think the 'penimbang' was broken kali,,,
its such a joke,,, how can from 52 now become 62????
its increase by 10 kg,,, heu~!!
so sad..T.T
its like......
no mood!
i'm crazy fatty nerdy nasty insane girl!
but nvm,,, gotta think positive,,, thus, i'm still prettier than u! 
yeah,,,, its still me,,, diva kampung ba... haha

the day i left dat school,,, :')

ow ya,,,, felt so emotional today bcz today is d date when i'm off from dat school..
my old school,,, sekolah menengah sains labuan,,,  genap one year,,, all of dis happen so suddenly,,,, 
sorry i dun have strong left in me to talk about how i left dat school,,, 

 memories on three-ers night

when at 3pendeta,,very enjoy
the feelings that i never have at here,,
yeah,,, this is the some of the scene at my 

then,,, today my beloved grandpa going back to his house at miri,,, 
he only came here awhile,,, and have to g back miri bcz he wan to go kl this may,,, 
so he need to pack his thing before go there,,, 
today oso have the 'kenduri arwah' 
for my grandpa,,, sblah bapak punya,,,, jus now went back to miri sblah my mum,,,
bcz of dat i feel so tired now,,,


=) it is just me

ahaha,,, just now at recess time,,,
i just flirting w the boy that admire me,,, hoho,,,
i'm making he goes crazy!!! 
to mr.boyfie please don get mad,,, main2 sja itu,,,
haha,,, i can't change ma self not to greet people that i knoe,,
it's a habit! but the problem is,,, 
other see me like im the one 
love to create a controversy..
hei! please la,,, sy suda ada boyfren taw,,, 
and i love him muchie!
and the other probs is there is a person who keep stalking me,,,
kalau hensem tak juga apa,,but,,,
 in fact he is very short and UH-GLEYH
haiya,,,, malang sungguh,,, 
he makes me so uncomfortable,,,eww,,, 
you are ICKY!
YUCKS... just back off,,, u r annoying ,,, 
i'm not available at all.... 
i'm not single... kyyeeaaaahhhhh
i jz want a normal life,,, 
k,,,, adios!

some of us are cannibal!

yea... i can't change ma self like wt other want me to..
feel so sorry,,, i wnt my old me,,, had a gud fren,,, like sisters,,
yea,,, miss ma old fren,,, she never talk behind me and  always treat me like i was the only one,,,
but at my new school,,, they have no true friend,,, i guess so,,, 
cz they stab each other back and acting is their hobby,,, how come,,,
do you knoe some of us are cannibal?
these are human which trap,kill and eat mankind in order to thrive,,, huh?
giddy? feeling confused?
naa,,, kiddo,,,
just perumpamaan for those one who always betrayed other pe0ple,,,
in other word munafik la,
so sad becoz it was happen to my cuzzie,,, poor she,,,
they are many rumour about she a school...
becoz of that pipel 'stink' mouth...
no matter laa why im talk about cannibal today,,,
it is very common,,, thus, sometimes we hear about the words
'kawan makan kawan
but nvm,, she still got me,,, 



today is a normal day...
not really...
well...im bored
today i din do anything ,,, at school they hv the rehaersal 
and oso the preparation for the karnival
bahasa mybe?or karnival kesenian,,,,
nt sure oso..btw it will be held tomorrow,,,
i'm sick of the fact that our school owez become the tuan rumah for every acara or majlis,,, haiyo,,, 
wasting ma time,,,we have no class for whole of the day..
and i went to da examination room jz to borrow the past year for spm paper
 and the teacher was so kind and borrowed me the paper from year 2008until last year punya paper... 
bt nvm it is not the main point that i wanna tell u guys,,, 
act. today ma bestie khaizalina gve us [me & icha] some very cute notebook,,,,wahaha,,, 
its just too cute for me,,,, its got the letter on it,,,
 i have the letter b,,, 
icha got the letter c,,, 
and iena got the letter a,,, 
but it was so unfortunate bcoz i din have their picts for now,,, mybe next time,,, 
ok,,,,, im offing my line,,,,
study laa,,,, =.='

i made the decission

ok,,,, now i made the decission to make this my 
place to  share my story,,,
act,i made this blog since november for last year...and 
i am just started after 6 month i made it,,,
and i oso dunno what to do w this one,,,
i gave ma attention only for my other blog,,, this is da blog
but the other blog seems like too 'skema'
and i won't speak crap there like wat i'll do here,,
i dunno wut i am doing now,,, its just so monotonous....huh
u see right that i'm the one who lv to sigh everywhere and anywhere it could be,,
but 4 me it can reduce my pressure,,,
since this was almost time for me to take the 'between life or dead'
exam,,,, this 14th november could be my historical day for the last 17 
years breathing in this world,,,it was SPM... 
shaking me whole of the body,,, 
i gotta make ma result okok la,,,, 
no fail and if can i want all of ma subject credit,,,, 
huh,,, wish for me,,,, 
i dont wanna make both of ma parents become so miserable,,,
like wt i have doing to them for the previous PMR examination,,,
i promise that couldn't happen anymore since i am
going to da hostel for the end of this may or in the middle of june,,,
maybe,,,then i can study well,,,